EAT !

wut is dis

2012-02-29T09:19:00.004-08:00

in the studio i go to for life drawing,

there's this really bizarre emo kid who just pisses off everybody.

and what i mean by 'everybody', i MEAN everybody, including moi.

this boy is always saying depressing things and tends to make people feel miserable.
he's always talking about suicide, constantly going on about afterlife, and you know, how he wishes everyone could UUNDEEERSTAAAAAND.

w/e.

k, about a month ago, he told one of the girls something that's really offensive.
so she told mon about it, and you know, mon called his parents and he got in trouble! hurhurhur

and when he came back, he went up to the girl... HOLDING A PAIR OF SCISSORS LOL

she's of course, freaking out, going "WTF???" and then he hands her the scissors, and is like

"hey... if i ever say that again, you DEFINITELY HAVE TO stab me with it... okay...?"

ಠ_ಠ ........

da fut.

and like, on tuesday or summin, we had a brief conversation.

emo: hey
me: hey
emo; don't you find life tiring?
me: i guess so. i'm sure everyone feels like that.
emo: that's because it IS quite tiring. that's why we should all end lives.
me: ...('__')
emo: i'm so sick and tired of it. this world is a horrible place. i just want to escape here.
me: why are you telling me this... and if you're that tired of living, why don't you just end your own life..?
emo: i want to end my own life.
me: then prove it. before you commit suicide, call me, i'll be there.
emo: but... what if
me: ?
emo: what if you die before i kill myself ...?
me:
emo:
me:
emo:

FUCKING.
AJKFHADJKLGHDG

one day...

i'm going to kill that kid.

eargasm

2012-02-26T20:18:00.007-08:00

i just listened to diabolik lovers volumes 1 ~ 3 and...

my ears got raped. ( waiiiiit, it isn't rape if you want it! )
horree shiiiit, da fuq, nihoooon
you and your tres sexi seiiyuus and their SLUURURURPPPPDERP sounds

so lyke, i'm gonna try and review kanato's CD.
k, call me a sick fuck but i rabu yanyan guys, so i thought i'd hnnnng 24/7 365 by kanato, since people said he's a fucking psycho + yanyantsun combo lawlz

but holy shit

IT WAS TOO ADGJKADHGL MUCH

LISTENING TO YUKI KAJI'S VOICE I WOOOOOOW .........!!! UHRA?!?!???! <-- was my reaction
da fuck, he looks like one of those delicate sick bishounens but he's CRAZY

58 minutes...i listened to it in a daze kekeke
but kanato didn't have any ero traits, dammit lol

but wtf is wrong with this kid... he gets psycho mad and yells at me one moment, and the next thing he talks to me in this quiet voice WTF I'M SCARED

the first few minutes i listened to kanato, he was talking in his suaaaveveve voice, but then
he suddenly RIPS OFF HIS TEDDY BEAR T________T AND THEN

LOL how can dis b happening. woooooow, dudes, he's not the king of mood swings, k, more like, GOD of mood swings
amazinggggg lololol and then he starts sobbing

and then he asked me "who do you vant do suck yo vuhluhuhuhd", and you know, the listener was rike "NO ONE".. and then he was muttering some stupid shit

...FUCKING. KAJI YANYAN EXPLOOOooOOSION

like dude, the moment he rages and bitches mean words really loudly just scared the jeebus out of me!
AND LOL YOU KNOW, MOOD SWINGS QUIET KANATO APPEARS AGAIN
oh kanato. my baby <3 don't yell at me, i'm scared LOL ;___;

but the last 20 minutes saved me because of the dummyhead and woooow...

kaji-san, i'm going to worship you now

just...LOL my ears were really ticklish i was about to throw my laptop away HAHAHA
holy shit kaji-san, you can earsex me any time you want. ; ) i b waiting bb.

k i honestly thought his voice was gonna be more higher, like some bratty preadolescent kid, but it was... pretty manly. and i couldn't tell this 'squeeze' sound, was that supposed to be the sound of kanato ripping his teddy? idk -_-..

but overall, just listening to kaji-san's voice made me really happy T_____T <3

...WRITER Y U NO MAKE KANATO ERO ?? ? I DEMAND KAJI'S SECKS VOICE

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i need that game when it comes out! i like rejet's creations. they're somewhat quirky yet... a bit dark. it's somewhat like tim burton's ..? idk, but hail yanderes + gothic style! even though the story / plotline can be FUCKED UP into something rejet pooped out of their asses!

but goddamnnnn, i love kanato's design the most. those dark circles. dat purple hair. dem clothes.

...

maybe i really AM a pedophile / cougar.
buhhh i can't help it. : ( who can resist ADOOORABU 2-d adorescents with childish personalities !? <3 I KNOW I CANT.

....... KANATO BITE MEEEE AGHADJKGADHLG ohh yuki kaji, good job tres bien bravooo !

dis iz madness

2012-02-23T09:26:00.008-08:00

mon is such a con-artist.

last week, she told me to buy the fucking portfolio bag, and she told me to pay $140.
my appa and i were lyk, "da fuq no wai"
and she's like, "yeah wai, dis bitch b pricier than ones from michaelzz, ryk, at leeeeast $200 u shd b fking thanking me cuz i iz giving u discount hurhurhur"
it was such an obvious lie, but appa was like, "it's k, i buy kthxbye"

soooo... yesterdayaayay..
i asked S to go to michael's to buy a portfolio bag / folder herself, since she needs one as well.
and i also thought about the price mon was charging, so i told her to show me da receipt.
so u kno, she came to skewlzz next day, showed me the receipt and...

DA FUT IZ GOING ON????

$70.

seventy

fucking

dollars

(´Д｀)

tha old hag b slapping my fais with a fish
oh my fucking god. what. the. fuuuuck !?!?!??!

i was pretty pissed off, so i told my dad about how much of a money-loving whore mon and her husband were, and my appa was like, "oh... welp, itzk."

then i was like, "tomorrow, i'm going to confront mon and tell her to give back at least $70. it's fucking unfair that she earner $70 that way, and lying about how she gave us a 'discount'."
he told me that a lot of people in business tend to lie and scam, and that we should accept it. i mean, it's JUST seventy dollars, right? /endsarcasm
but he told me not to.

are you srs appa.

just... fucking pissed off.

i think i AM going to talk about this though. = =

junjou terrorist

2012-02-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

whooooooamygod.
my favorite favorite couple. OTP in junjou series.
speaking in fluent english, and by english, not ENGRISH!

fashdjkgaskdjghasjkdg

i just love the idea of a pretty 18 year old boy with
some tall, dark and handsome professor

HUEHUEHUE

droooool

2012-02-18T12:14:00.000-08:00

omg guise

maplestory has this new class called 'mercedes' and.

holy shit.

male mercedes .. .<3 just.. HNNNNG. ahahahahahaha !
i got a male mercedes instead of female.
cuz i don't want sailor moon + fairy barbie princess shit ...
a boy version is way better imo. ; )

sup

2012-02-16T07:55:00.000-08:00

whooooa it's been lyk folevuh.

welp, das wut i feel rike hurhurdur.
i need to study data + engrish + F+N.

fuuuuuuuq. brock iz so boling.
i haz study thur trois heures hurhurdur.

i need my averages to be over 9000 (lame reference) so i can get accepted to york!
and you know, get the CHINGCHING. ;D ;D ;D
yeeeah i wanna be the velee best.

CHOOSE ONE MAKING YOU BETTER FEELING

2012-02-11T05:08:00.001-08:00

AHAHAHA LAUGH ME DIE ^^^^^^^

i already saw this but why does this still make me LOL!?
mehbeh it's because i'm a koreeuhn.
omg omg. okay. my anxiety from york disappeared for a bit. : D
i guess humour really is the best medicine for anything.

I FOUND MY FUCKING PHONEEEEE. FUCK IN THY KNEES !
omg. I got all the "GOOD LUCK!" "YOU CAN DO IT!" "+OIL" "FIGHTING!!" messages from my waifus and amis from the day before the interview.

:' ( thank you.

I wish I can get innnn. I wanna see Choco + Wasabi and stay in residence with S.
I was like "LOLFKTHISSHIT" last year, when I should have taken my future and uni application seriously. York is my #1 priority because of the extra year for concurrent education.

I wanna become a supercalifragilisticexpialidocious teacher just like Wrenniepoo. That's what I strive fooo.

I miss so many people right now.

at high school, we got to hang out with people whenever the fuck we wanted. right now, everyone's sooo busybusybeee. oh god oh god i'm so nervous about this. if i don't get accepted, i think i'm gonna headbang myself on the table until i die. lololololol. T_____T shit son shit shit shit.

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First of all, the word 'concerned' sounds too caring. I'm preoccupied with your life? HAHA WHAT A JOKE. Just because I know a bit of a booooring life? Hahaha. Why are you still reading my Blogger? Stop with the "I don't really care about what people say~" when you actually bothered to reply my post. It's been almost a fucking YEAR since I haven't talked to you. So doesn't this mean you are also concerned about my life as well, since you've been reading my posts for the past month? You should think before typing, or else you're going to look like a hypocrite again. But whatever, I don't expect much from you, and I'm sure you're aware of that. : )

LIKE A BAU5

2012-02-10T19:53:00.000-08:00

-.- 15 minutes of portfolio = $50.

that's disgusting. why did i have to pay $50 for just fifteen. minutes.
ugh ugh ugh.

so today, i went to york at 8 AM.
my dad and i woke up at 5:30, got ready, then drove for nearly two hours.
i got carsick, so we had to stop by a restaurant so i can HURRLUGHURRGHPUUUUUKEBURLURLURURGH
and i also had this massive headache, so my morning wasnt pleasant

so i went to wait for my portfolio evaluation for nearly two hours, so i spent that time finishing my sketchbook.
and oh em gee. it was finally my turn.

this old dude (around 40s~50s?) with ( `_>`) face told me to come in, so i was like "sup homie", shaked hands like a bro, and stepped in that room for a bit of a challenge. ; )

and i got out my portfolio and sketchbook. he was like, "dude, tell me what yo shit is bout, aiiteee" so i told him about Edith, and what the sculpture meant, and he was like, "aiite, aiite, das cool. next".

and you know, i just went on, explaining all my shiet with a minimum of 2 minutes for each different medium. and then he asks me wot my marks are. i was thinking to mahself, 'o shieeet. i have fking 70s. fuck fuck fuck.' so i told him "ooooh my three of six subjects around 80s." but it's not a fucking lie, because i aced physics, adv. functions, and art. soo yeeeah, hehehe. it's k, i can do shiet good on second semester. i'm gonna work hard. : D

so the old dude was lyk, "cool story bro", and then he went on, saying "your artwork is astounding. i feel like we need you at york." yeah, i'll see, when you guise accept 150 students out of 600 STUDENTS APPLYING HERE EVERY YEAR @: @: @:

and he was like "k, now gtfo". i was lyk "already!? ...k." and it was all over.
o-o;; i don't understand why they didn't ask me questions like mon said. they should ask me "SO SUP, Y U WANNA BE IN YORK" but nothing like that. they just printed an online questionnaire and interviewed me dat way. LOL wotevs.

i'm hoping the old dude wasn't BSing. @: i really really REEEAAAALLY wanna get into york! > <

omg i was supposed to see choco + wasabi at york uni too. ;-;
miss them hong kong sistuhs.

i almost, ALLLMOST saw choco going on the bus, but holy crap i missed it by like... a MINUTE. she had to go for her work. : (

and then i was talking to wasabi on the phone, and she said she's free on READING WEEEEK. : D she wrote a midterm today, so she's been cramming. hope you ace this motherbitch! <3 lynnie needs to cram for her shit too. -.-;; ajshdjkgadl

oh, hello : )

2012-02-09T17:51:00.001-08:00

I haven't blogged since... FOLEVAH (just feels like folevah, because i missed a day).
it's due to my busy schedule of sculpting + preparing my portfolio + fucking data management -.-

SoooOooo I just figured out something interesting today. : )

I was looking at my stats section of my blogger, and... it had like 40 views per week from Canada. Wow. I wonder who reads my shit? LOL.

But the most interesting thing is that my blogger is viewed at least once a day in United Kingdom.

Hmm.

I think I have a clue of who might it be.
Oh, if I'm wrong about who it is, you can just ignore this. : )

--

It's been a year since I haven't replied to her 'bitchy post', because at that time, I was flabbergasted and actually cared about what she's said. But now? I feel like I need to burst out laughing, because it's been shown to me (and probably a few others) how pathetic and unbelievably dumb she is. And now, she's still continuing to read my blog when she told me she didn't care about me at all. LOL

So, let's see... what I know from her. Hmm. I'm sure my RL friends would read this, and I'm sure some of you know that I currently have or in this girl's case, HAD online friends. This girl and I were sorta close, I guess. We were both the same age, and had similar tastes. But I have to admit how BOOOORING and UNINTERESTIIING she can be. She complains / moans about nearly everything, and if I suggest her to do something about it, she'd still be like "But I *insert a pointless reason* : (". Then why bother asking me what to do? I already told you to do something, but you still wouldn't do anything. And then she'd go on talking about the same problem over, and over, and over again. I was dumb that time too, because I was too polite and didn't tell her "Stfu, I don't care anymore. Solve the fucking problem yourself."

Also, pushing her interests onto me was tiring as well. She was this rabid (wait, 'rabid' is putting it lightly. How about fucking OBSESSED?) fangirl of some English actor. I don't know him, never watched a show that featured him, never even heard of him for the past 16 years of my life, hence, IDGAF. She didn't get a fucking clue that I was not interested in this guy, nor attracted to him, but NOOo she continued sending me links of his photos, videos, news, etc.. - FACEPALM - JFC, do you really have actual RL friends ...?

Oh yeah, speaking of her RL friends... I don't think she had any. She probably had acquaintances, but she called them friends just so she could seem like a social person. From what I've seen, she didn't have any RL friends from her MSN contacts, didn't have any photos of her friends (She'd creepily send links of her friends' tumblr and go on about how much of a great 'friend' they are, when her friends never even posted anything that mentioned her), and spends her days waiting for her online friends to get on instead of socializing with the real world.

Why pretend something you're not? Lol, it's not like I don't know about it.

Regarding her online friends, one of my good online friends is sick of her as well. But you know, he just hides it, being the nice guy he is. This girl thinks he's some gay best friend of hers or something, so my friend has to deal with her annoying + indecisive personality. Seriously, she should get an actual gay best friend of her own. I just want to tell her, "Spare him your mundane life problems. He doesn't need it, nor want it." But you know, she blocked me on MSN lulz. So. Fucking. Patheeeetic. <3

Oh yeah, that reminds me... I should talk about her love life she's had through the computer. Omg, haha the number of guys she's liked is lulz worthy. She liked THREE online guys. What a (fail) record LOLOLOL HAAHAH. It's so pitiful. Let's see... the first guy she's liked was some Russian prick, who tried cybering and said some very ~~disgusting~~indecent pick-up lines and innuendos. And then she cheated on him with a 20 year old NEET who can't even boil eggs. Haha... just talking about this is... pretty fucking sad. But it was an interesting love triangle though. I felt like I was watching Maury's or Jerry Springer's throughout the whole thing, where she's the dumb indecisive slut cheating on Tweedledum with Tweedledee. But you know, being an unbelievably stupid and easy girl she is, she goes on about how she hates guys, blah blah blah, and then all uvasudden, she goes GOOGOO GAGA over some Irish kid. ...Then he rejected her. LOOOOL trololololol. Oh, I've been reading her blog lately as well, she it seems like she's been sucking that guy's dick for a while. I wonder if she'd gotten an angry dragon yet LOOOLOL. Ooooh yeah, suck it bb, way to go, you atrocious skank! ;) ;) ;)

So... overall, finding out that she reads my blog made me realize how much I hate her now. Right now, she tries to 'redeem' herself or sum shiet like that, trying to appear as some ~generous~ girl. So yeah. If she IS reading this, I guess this is my comeback for her post. It's one year late, but she's still lurking my blog, so wynaut.

Also, let me clarify: I'm not perfect, and I never will be. My personality? I'm a bitch. A total. Fucking. Pessimistic. Bitch. Who has a rotten rooootten personality. But it's okay. ~ I'm hilarious and adorable. It's obvious everybody loves me. As long as I'm cute on the outside, that's all it matters. <3 Ahaha, also, She claims to have 'reformed her ways' and that she's changed. Yeah, uh, I don't think pointing your fingers at someone makes you the better person. She doesn't have the right to tell me how much of a shaaameful and hoooorrrrrible person I am, when she's done the same. Also, her post contained things she's said in the past, and twisted them into something that offended me. So everything she's said was really tedious. And the very fact that she didn't talk about this one-to-one on MSN shows me how much of a coward she is. But whatever, I don't give a fuck about it anymore. : )

I FEEL SOOOO REFRESHED WRITING THISk BYE. ^____^

--

Hey, are you done reading this?

Why do you bother reading my blog? I thought you didn't care about me. : O

Sweetie. Get off your high horse and use that intelligence you're constantly gloating about. It's evident how much of a wreck you are atm LOL
I hope you won't get pregnant by the time you turn twenty. ~ Byyyye xox

dafuq

2012-02-07T11:07:00.000-08:00

k.

the VITCH (das her updated codename, yo. VITCHY VUN OF A VUCKING VITCH) who i mentioned earlier is really really reeeaaaally pissing me off.

i don't understand.
SHE KNOWS I HATE HER DOESN'T SHE
why can't she fucking get a clue @: @: @:

i even purposely ignore her when i'm with my friends, but omfg, she's always, ALWAYS THERE. and the friend i would be walking with would give her the "pls go away" look, and that bitch would be like: "i know you don't like me. it's okay, i don't like you much either." and CONTINUE ON STALKING ME OMFG.

asfajkfadghj

:@

2012-02-06T19:54:00.000-08:00

i'm so behind in my sketches.
lololol why couldnt i have my portfolio evaluation on march instead T.T
F told me OCAD was easypeasy to get into. just a good portfolio, and BAM muzzafaka, you're in! i heard lots of unartistic people tried out and passed lololol so why can't i ;)
but... york. omg. i don't think... i'm scared, because it's more of an academic rather than studio degree. sighhhhh.

i want nice boots. i want want want.

sup bitches

2012-02-02T13:38:00.000-08:00

edith says salutations, friends. she wants to ~~show off her tits like the scrawny slut she is~~ introduce herself to all you wonderful gentlemen and ladies. since my actual edith isn't finished, i might as well show you the sketches! BANZAI.

this was the predesign of edith. i based her on jack skellington... but it sort of ended up something like hello kitty. so i sort of added human-like features, such as teeth, lips, and eye bags. sorry about the gross nosepicking doodle. i just had to, lol.

oooh ain't she a dooooll.

oh edith. i wish i can sew you dresses lol :( :( :( i hope i can add the flower later though. yeah, i guess i'll sculpt that today.

i need a scanner lolololol i'm so poor. sorry for crappy quality. i took these with a webcam like the poor asian girl i am T.T.T.T.t.t.t.t

question mark

2012-01-30T19:50:00.000-08:00

i want to be alone.
but i don't want to be lonely.

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i've been lurking wendyslookbook and HOT DAMN. i love her clothes. hnnnng. she's lovely.
she grew up in foster care, worried her ass for 18 years how she's going to end up homeless. but she saved up enough money to fund for her college, and graduated HS with honors. and then she's provided help for homeless people.
she's not just gorgeous, she's an inspiring person who accomplished so much.
i wanna be someone just like her. .. (*´ω`*)

sighhhhhh i hope S finishes her portfolio.
y u so cute omg i wanna HUGUUUUGUGUG yooou and open your paint cans lolol

i don't want a stranger as my roomie LOL i actually DO NOT WANT to meet new people. it's like... if i have more people involved around me, i have to pay more attention to each of them.
one by one.

each.
person.

(・д・；)

i used to be like, "oh i'm so happy i have many friends". but what's the point in having a huge number of friends? am i gonna get all bff with them? HAHA no.

i realized that

having more friends = more loneliness.
i'm just too dependent on people i guess.

and it doesn't even feel like we're 'friends'.
it's stupid how we both treat each other as acquaintances, while you carelessly call me 'friend'. maybe you actually do think i'm your 'friend', when i barely know anything about you. yeah, okay. ahaha. whatever. maybe i'm just being cynical lolol

i wish S and i both get accepted along with $1000+ entrance scholarship . . . <3

hello edith

2012-01-29T19:31:00.000-08:00

hi guise. meet EDITH.
she's one of my sculptures for the portfolio evaluation. : D
oh baby. just look at dat sexy bawdy.

took me three weeks to make this scrawny slut.
i just have to paint it over with white acrylic paint, and add some black to accentuate its features.

edith says ~~sup bitches~~ hi

you dick of a carrot

2012-01-29T08:30:00.000-08:00

yes. yes, you are. you must have a carrot for a dick. maybe that's why you must be such a prick.

i'm pissed off because you're being an emofaggy bag of dicks.
why are you acting like a passive-aggressive bitch?
do you know how irritating you are? (* ´ _ゝ` *)
i'm so sick of men not being straightforward with their feelings.
you told me women are complicated, but no, honey, i think it's the opposite.
if you have something against me, just say it, instead of PMSing and ignoring me.

you might not care, but i do. "you just never knew the real me." ( ಠ_ಠ ) bullshit. you and i both know that's not true. i'm worried. i'm worried about how your friends are influencing you, and how you hide things from me. i don't want that. i want you to be that guy i once used to know, who i can converse and laugh about anything like the old times. whatever. it's pointless anyways. i hope you're happy though, fucking girls you've just met and becoming a douchebag just like your father. goodbye.

...

2012-01-27T06:22:00.000-08:00

brb ovaries exploded and nosebleeding.
JJ x Ugajin. it's my OTP, k.(* ´ p`) p`) p`) p`)

i need the game guise. I NEED IT.

disappoint

2012-01-26T15:09:00.000-08:00

... as the post below this mentioned, i hate, HATE exams.

i thought my mark in art would be over 95, but no. NO.
motherfucking. exams. (lll￣□￣)
all my studio and assignments had me get that high...
and i got a lame 77%.

why

why didn't i study harder? i thought i would ace that shit like no problem, like a fucking bau5, but i didn't. i just underestimated wren and her exams, having my mark dropped by 3%.

M got a fucking 96, which is the highest mark in the class.
waaaay to goooo, you lucky bitch, waaaay to goooooooo. /jealous

i should have done The Gigantic and The Minature instead of The Permanent and The Ephemeral. i also thought my analysis on Rebecca Horn's Concert for Anarchy was gonna get me a fucking 95% as well, and i wasted three pages of paper writing everything. i can't believe the exam's class average mark is only 68%.

(ಥ益ಥ）

so fucking disappointed in myself.
goodbye, $3000 entrance scholarship.

brb depressed. gonna go consume a huge amount of ice cream now

daaaamn exaaaamns

2012-01-24T02:05:00.000-08:00

asjdghajksddg

i'm so screwed in chem lololol
oh well.
i hope i can do dis.
i hope i at least pass it
gg lynnie, gg @ procrastination fml

ಠ_ಠ

2012-01-21T16:21:00.001-08:00

grocery shopping: something not a lot of people enjoy.

today was the day of the week when my dad and i would go to walmart and shop for a week's supply of groceries or other items he needed for the convenience store. so we found the things we needed, put them in the cart, and then headed towards the line-up.

and words cannot express how much frustration i had today. (╬-∀-)

it was because this cashier was taking her sweet time thur, and won't STFU AND GET HER ASS TO WORK. bitch, nobody gives a fuck about your clothes or children. just hurry up so i can go home and sleep. but no, she took fucking 30 MINUTES on scanning and putting items in plastic bags. she was as useless as a fucking vegetable. JFC, have mercy on me. k, last time i was worked, it would have taken me only FIVE minutes to see the customer on his way home. when you first see them, you greet them with a "Hello~". after i put all their stuff on the counter, i tell them "thank you have a nice day~". das it. two sentences per customer. i'd sometimes say more words if they're a regular, but you get mah point. xDDD

oh, and these two fat old ~~bitches~~ladies did NOT help either because they were taking out 8342768903 coupons, making the cashier waste more and more time on scanning them. i think the maximum coupons you should use is four. AT LEAST FOUR. any more than that, you're going to look pathetic. i had this urge to yell out "STOP TAKING YOUR COUPONS OUT YOU OLD HAGS" at them, but i shut myself up. ;-;

the customers there felt that way too, because they wanted to hurry the fuck up and go home, cook dinner, and zzz. i could tell because they had this evidently pissed off/irritated expression on their faces. and it was sort of cool, because similar races of people had similar expressions lolol.

this white woman: -_-
me + my appa: ಠ_ಠ
this black couple: ~_~
this white man and his child: -.-
this chinese dude: ಠ~ಠ

...yeah. turns out black people are the most patient out of all of us LOLOLOL

ugggggh and then it was FIIIINALLY our turn. like those two old grannies, the cashier took another 30 minutes or so to scan a small amount of items for this white lady who was in front of us, so my dad and i were relieved. (lll￣□￣) muzzafucking FINUHREE. i think she heard us complaining about how slow she was, so she actually started moving her hands LOL. oh, and she used so many bags and it ticked my dad off, because he used to be an environmental engineer in korea. so in the end, we were the ones who ended up putting everything in, trying not to use so many bags.

...how the fuck did that lady get hired in the first place!?

holy shit

2012-01-18T23:13:00.000-08:00

there's this girl who's a 'friend' of mine and
sjaghjsklghls

i hate her.

she speaks with a heavy chinese accent, and her voice is so fucking whiny that it pisses me off half the time and makes me wanna drive a screwdriver up her ass (╬ ಠ益ಠ)
and she won't fucking stop laughing at everything. if i tell her shit like "my friend's pet died yesterday", she'd fucking laugh, what the hell.
basically, she's a BITCH.
a giant. mouldy. cuntnugget.

i first met her in art class, and she started talking to me because we're AZNS and AZNS always notice each other @@@
and then i befriended her friend, who i'm going to give a codename as S. (because i don't like exposing people's names on the internet for their sake)

S is awesome though, because she's understanding, cute, friendly but
this bitch who i'm talkin' about IRRITATED ME TO NO END @: @: @:
if S and i were talking, she'd always join in our conversation (FUCK OFF) and troll us with her unnecessary remarks.
see, if we would be talking about sum sitcom, k-drama or vampire diaries shit,
she'd be like, "ew, why do you guys watch that show. the guys are fucking ugly. you wish you were the main girl, but you know what, you'll NEVER be her trolololol"

... ಠ_ಠ
what were we supposed to react to that

and she usually PMS @S. i don't understand why...
S isn't that talented in art, but she's hardworking. aaaand guess what, our little squidfucker here tries to discourage S at every opportunity she can get that S sucks at art and that she should have never taken this class. ( ≖_ゝ≖ ) cuuuuuuuuunt.
i'm surprised S doesn't bitch back at her. if she said that to me, she'd get a cast on her right arm. :D

S also can't open acrylic paint cans, so she'd ask me, who's manly nuff to break the fucking lids off the can lololol. and one time, she tried soooo hard by shaking and making grunts and frustrated noises and lololol. it was so cute. xD so i commented that S is such a cutie but OOOHHH then miss i-am-a-used-tampon saw this. again, she pissed me off like always.

bitch: did you just use the 'c' word?
me: do you mean the word 'cute'?
bitch: yeah, that word. don't ever use that word again!
me: ...CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE cute cute cutecute cuuuute

what the fuck what am i dont even YOU DON'T HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO ORDER ME AROUND. and we live in canada. we have the freedom of speech so WE CAN SAY WOTEVA DA FK WE WAAAANT. fuuuuuuuq.

then after art class would end, she'd stalk me much to my dismay. (｡￫A￩｡)

she'd always walk up behind me, and try to poke my cheeks.
(why is everyone always trying to touch me?)

go away. i don't want to see you. i don't want to talk to you. i don't wanna get involved in your life, and vice versa. i'd tell her to fuck off, but NO. she keeps touching me and touching me so today, i sorta hit her hands but i sorta hit it hard (because i was sick of this shit)

but then she WHINED LIKE A BLIDDY DOG GOING "OOOOW OOOOW YOU HIT ME OOOOOOW :( :( :("

ugh

why

i don't want to deal with these types of people.

i'd tell her to fuck off, go to your own class, go eat lunch with that fat guy you're going out with, go study, but she won't listen. and she knows that i don't enjoy her company. ugh.

WAHT I DO?

2012-01-17T03:09:00.000-08:00

WHY WE FIGHT?

words cannot convey how much i rofled @ meduka meguka.

LOOK AND BE AROUSED BY THE SHEER BEAUTY OF DISPROPORTIONATE FACES

NYEAH, I wah roring on ze froor lauffin

2012-01-15T16:03:00.000-08:00

this

this makes me shit bricks which are enough to build 10 houses for homeless people. that's how fucking awesome this video is. xD

oh dat daisuke kishio. his voice is just HNNNNNNNG

do not want

2012-01-13T13:59:00.000-08:00

why are a lot of people around me acting like a used, wangst-filled tampon? bliddy hell, you dgaf about me much, yet you expect me to sit and listen to you?

da fuq (lll￣□￣)

and it's always, AAAAALWAYS about the mundane shit over and over again and agaaaaaain
I HATE REPETITIVE SHIT K NTY GTFO
if you have the time to "FML :(:(:(" THEN DO SUMMIN BOUT IT YOU MOFOS

"i feel too sad... i wanna die."
then please die.

"NOBODY UNDASTANDS ME BAWHAWHAW"
┻━┻ ︵╰( ಠ益ಠ )╯︵ ┻━┻ YOURE RIGHT. I NO UNDASTAN OKEH
and i don't really want to understand shit people go through
i already have enough shitty shitting shit happening so
IT'S NOT NECESSARILY WANTED
stop being such an inconsiderate fuck oh my buddhaaaaa

"i wanna just moan and whine about how horrible my life is without trying to solve the issue. :( i'm too scared to commit suicide, so i might as well die... slowly..."
oh my fucking god. what. the. fuck. get outta here, squidfucker

hnnnnnnng

2012-01-11T16:45:00.000-08:00

i was putting on egg white facial so i had to wait 20 minutes
wifey recommended me junjou romantica a few days ago.
so i thought, why not? might as watch that while my mask dries out.

and

my face hurts.
because i was squeeing and couldn't stop smiling because misaki
IS SO DAMN CUTE AGH JUST AGHADKLJGAHDG

(* ´艸`) ♥

fuck-- i was supposed to have my face stay still oh shit

you fucking

2012-01-09T17:05:00.000-08:00

go DIAF.

i thought i told you countless times to not fucking invade my room and touch my shit.
are your brain cells dead? would you learn to listen if i slapped your head again? ε-(*´ω`*)
and stop lying. i'm not stupid.
i could tell where my things were before, and i could see your disgusting hand prints on my table.
you should really wash those filthy hands.

please gtfo of my house kthx (╬-∀-)

me gusta

2012-01-08T13:56:00.000-08:00

YEAH I'M FUCKING READY COME ON LESSGO BOYS hollaaaaaaa come at me
oh god i want their 1000% love. (*´ω｀*)

haruka you lucky bitch fffffffffffffff you know what

one day, i will WILL get the game. though i'd have no idea what the fuck is going on lol
and i'm gonna make all dem bishies go raburabu with the FP. OHOHOHOHOHO~

the question is WHEN?

ragequit

2012-01-07T21:43:00.000-08:00

(╬ ಠ益ಠ)

I SPENT
FUCKING
3 HOURS
TRYING TO DOWNLOAD THIS STUPID PSP OTOME GAME

i was even searching through yt trying to find dl tutorials for this futting game trying to understand how to dl this fucking torrent and convert the bin files to cso files BECAUSE IT AINT EASY TO DL AS FUCKING CALL OF DUTY OR SUM OVERRATED SHIT and

i thought it would work but omg

omg
OMG OMGGGGG

(ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ彡┻━┻

FUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCK AAAAAAGHLAGBRAHEJKG

GG WOWOWOwowowow FAIL
i give up

i think i'm gonna get the game somehow... ebay, amazon, play-asia just
i'm never gonna go through this again